Talking About Induction of Labour During Morning Dog Walk

 

 

It is winter already and my dog Ziggy, a 65 kg Akita, loves his long morning walks in the cold. I am an early riser, so we do downtown at 5 am every morning for a few miles of walking.

At that hour the downtown is practically empty, except the occasional car and the two other men who walk their dogs every morning. We exchange a few words and continue our quiet walks.

Ziggy remains vigilant as a protective dog throughout the walk. His eyes see what I cannot identify in the dark, and his nose guides him to the raccoons and skunks that come out of the city sewers and down trees at that hour. He knows to stay away from these animals, but when he picks up the scent of a coyote he tests my still dormant muscles to the limit by pulling me like a small horse.

So, this morning he stopped, got the hair on his back up, and pointed his head to something in the dark. I did not see anything but trusted his judgment. So we walked slowly, till I saw a person, wearing heavy winter coat with a hood walking back and forth in front of an apartment building. Ziggy stopped and assessed the situation – was he to protect me or just be friendly?

And friendly he was. We came close, and while I could not see the face of the person, it was a female voice who said:

“Oh, he is a cute dog!”

By then, Ziggy was next to her and promptly sat down at her feet, something he had never done before a stranger.

“Can I pet him? I promise I am harmless” the voice said.

“He is too” I replied, “and he seems to like you.”

Then, given the hour and the way the woman was pacing back and forth, I asked:

“Are you ok?”

At that point she lifted her hood and I saw a young woman with sad eyes.

“I am scheduled to be induced tomorrow. Forty three weeks already. I am very, very tired. So I am walking back and forth hoping that I can start labour. But no luck.”

Somehow Ziggy had figured things out.

“It is beautiful moment of your life” I said, “I am sure all will end soon with the birth of a new life that will make you proud for the rest of your life. Just do not stay too long in the cold.”

She did not respond, jut asked:

“What is his name?”

“Ziggy” I said.

Then she walked back to the front door of the apartment building and disappeared.

 

… As we resumed our walk, somehow a moment from a maternal health clinic in London, England came to my mind. I was there to discuss a Caesarean section study with the clinicians and I recalled a typically British sign on one of the clinic’s doors. As always I had a camera with me.

Upon return, I looked for that photo as I was sure I had not published it before. That photo is atop this assay.

Then, as I was looking through my scanned photos (from film prints, of course), I wondered if there were other signs or moments from my health care troubadour days that I had forgotten taking.

So, here are a few.

 

A.    Buenos Aires, Argentina: Staying with the health care theme, this had caught my eye. Of course, it was meant to! (The writing says "There is a plan for every one.")

 

B.     Amsterdam, the Netherlands:  Well, I have to admit that I had not seen such advertising for men’s underwear!

 

C.     Vienna, Austria: It is not sign, but that kiss on the bench takes a special meaning when Mozart is looking at you!

 

D.    Warsaw, Poland: I think the room service hotel employee had a great sense of humour. the ironing board delivered to a room looks like a modern robot that would iron your shirt by itself!

 

E.     Jerome, Arizona: I wanted to meet the person who designed those perplexing road signs!

 

F.      Rochester, New York: If the daily menu is not clearly written, just ask the cook.

 

G.    Malaga, Spain: I am delighted to live during the present state of human evolution.

 

H.   Arizona state line: I took the first photos from a moving car window.  The first two are complementary as I took two quick shots with my Nikon F3. The third one explains why I did not see any tourists at that park…

 

At this point, I stopped searching through my photos, knowing well that there are more such captures.

And I wished that the young woman we met this morning will have a blessed experience becoming a mom tomorrow.

 

November 21, 2025

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2025

Tonal Range Through Light and Shade Using 100 ASA B&W Film and a Vintage Nikkor 105mm F2.5 Lens

 

It was a pleasant October day for the 2025 Fall Arts & Crafts Show in Prescott. The annual heavy rain season ended, the full moon was larger and brighter than ever, and the sun was as warm as a desert sun can be. 

Over the years I have seen many of the same artist display their works at this downtown show, yet I like spending a few hours walking around for street photography. In some way, it is my own way to pursue my creative tendencies and capture a few moments with my vintage cameras on B&W film.

This time, I left the 50mm lens home and opted for the 105mm f2.5 Nikkor on my 1990s Nikon F3 HP. Although the camera is “new”, the design of Nikkor 105 f2.5 goes back to 1954 when it was first produced as a rangefinder lens. The adaptation to the Nikon F mount happened in 1971 and, for the manual focus lens, the design remained unchanged till 2005 when production stopped. I have owned mine for more than two decades as my prime lens for portraiture.

This time I wanted to use it as a short zoom and see how it will do with light and shade compositions. Although the F3 with a winder and the Nikkor lens tends to be on the heavy side to carry, the balance between the two is wonderful and allows for quick and precise manual focusing.

A. Photo atop the page

So, I started with a composition for which a portraiture lens is most appropriate. The photo atop the page was taken from a distance of about 12 meters, the man sitting in the shade of a tree. I set an aperture of f4 using the Aperture Priority mode of the camera.

The texture, the creamy bokeh, and the sharpness of the lens are all what a photographer dreams of when using film. The man changed his posture right after this shot, and I did not have a chance to reset the aperture to f2.5 hopping to see a more fluid bokeh. Still, I am glad I had the 105 lens instead of the 50mm f1.8 I often use.

B. 105mm as a telephoto

 

This next photo was all about experimenting with light and shade and using the 105mm lens as a telephoto. I saw a man getting ready to lay down under one of the tall trees around the square, next to the 1907 statue of Bucky O’Neil, a Prescott hero, who along with 200 local men joined Teddy Roosevelt’s voluntary Rough Riders cavalry and fought the Spanish-American war in 1898.

I immediately saw the posture of the man as if having a conversation with O’Neil who is on the ground next to his horse. But since I took the photo from a distance of about 40 meters and f5.6 aperture, that detail may escape the viewer of the larger frame.

Here is a crop to show why I took the photo:

 

Still, for a portraiture lens, the Nikkor shows delightful detail as a long shot, and the overall tonal gradient between the shade and light of the composition is typically what film capture compared to digital media.

C. Almost a portrait

Finally, a typical street photography moment to fulfill my goal of testing the venerable Nikkor 105mm with that tonal range full of gray to show depth and detail. This one shows a young lady who stopped for a second to check her phone under another Bucky O’ Neil statue, this time riding his horse. I had the aperture set to f5.6 but hardly had time to focus and frame before she moved, and the lens for just a tad too long to include the O’Neil’s hat. 

Yet, the technical prowess of the Nikkor’s 80 year old design shows why it is still a favorite of many professional photographers in an era when lenses and cameras, often with the assistance of AI, can do things unimaginable a decade ago.

Even if few of them now use mechanical cameras and film!

PS/ I have taken photos of Bucky O’Neil statue after a snowstorm here:

https://liveingray.blogspot.com/2023/03/snowstorm-in-prescott-arizona-or-life.html 

October 6, 2025

©Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2025

Horses in the Wild are not Always Wild Horses

 

 

 

When I came back from my long walk in the desert and put my gear in the car, I heard a gentle noise behind me. It is usually a hare or a rabbit running from brush to brush. This time, it was a black horse, alone and at a slow pace.

He walked toward me, stopped and wondered about my presence. And I wondered about his appearance on the vast and open desert. I could not see if he had horse shoes, but I did not think he was a wild horse.

I said hello, and my voice did not bother him. So I decided to take a picture.

Then, he turned his head back and looked at the open space behind him. I looked too. And, out of nowhere a beautiful pony showed up at the horizon.

She was black and white, just like my photography, and walking at the same slow pace as the horse did. The slow moving white dot got bigger and gave the delightful contrast to the brown, sandy environment.

The horse waited for the pony. When they got together, it was black and white, in perfect harmony. They both looked at me for a short while.

Then unhurried and content, they walked away.

It was all desert again around me, after an unreal moment that passed like a dream. Almost a hallucination. Yet, a unique horse and pony show to which I was an accidental spectator.

And I recalled Mark Twain writing

              “If the horses knew their strength we should not ride anymore”

Well, as a street photographer who fancies the desert as his "untaken street", I did not see any strength or dominance that morning. Just a caring equine companionship between  two majestic animals of unequal size and shape, under the high noon sun.

September 13, 2025

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PS/ There are wild horses in Arizona that are descendants of Spanish mustangs. But they are not usually in the area where I was.

There are also wild donkey descendants of the beasts of burden used by miners a century ago. I have found horse and donkey skeletons petrified in the desert, from those who succumbed to time or the aggressiveness of coyotes.

In my own way of thinking about metamorphosis, I have given these skeletons and skulls a second chance. Here are a couple of examples:

https://vaheark.blogspot.com/2018/02/shining-light-on-donkey-jawbone.html

https://vaheark.blogspot.com/2019/07/a-unicorn-with-more-than-one-cornus.html

A Drive through Southern Arizona with a 1971 Nikkor-P 180mm Lens in the Passenger Seat

 

 

It is monsoon season in Arizona and driving a 400 km stretch of open desert roads under cloudy and rainy skies provides a unique view of the environment. That is especially true when passing through small towns where a few habitations remain functional along with many others that have been abandoned but keep a nostalgic feel of times that have passed but remain visually tangible to those who drive at high speeds through that space-time moment.

I often have a camera with me and keep a keen eye on what I could encounter, although it is difficult to stop my car when the speed limit is 75 km/hour. Sometimes herds of antelope will be along the road, other times abandoned housing structures along the road where mining towns once thrived. So I favor a short telephoto, always a vintage one, mounted on a vintage film camera.

This time I took my Nikon F3 HP along, with a very early (1971) Nikkor-P 180mm 2.8. Since the skies were covered and the typical desert bright sun absent, I thought a fast lens would be necessary.

The Nikkor is the original Non Ai version that had been professionally Ai’d. Over the past 32 years I have taken memorable photos with this lens worldwide, so it is one of those lenses, although heavy to carry, that has helped me keep special moments through monochromatic renditions.

Here is the lens on the F3:

 

And the Ai ring installed to make it functional on later Nikon cameras other than the original Nikon F:

 

The photo atop this page is was one I had to take. So, I saw the scene while driving through a small town, stopped my car a few hundred meters passed it, and returned to take the photo through the passenger side window. It is both nostalgic and a statement about hanging on to things. Perhaps to an era. Or just to a dream from which one does not want to wake up. And the feeling is captured best in B&W.

 

For this next shot I did not have to return for a photo. I saw this cabin, perhaps as old as the camera and lens I was holding, stand out under the cloudy sky, in the open desert.

 

Interestingly, when I printed the photo, I noticed a detail that I had not seen when taking the shot. A crop of the scanned print revealed an unusual yet charming detail – there was a man’s (woman’s?) bust resting in the sand in front of the cabin.

What was the story of that bust?

In the next photo I wanted to capture the many trailer parks that are along the road. Traveling in a mobile home and stopping at any spot for a short while is a great way to see the country and escape from the busy lifestyle.  Sometimes these “camp grounds” or trailer parks are very well kept; other times they look more casually organized…

 

Finally, when I got to Yuma, the life of a bigger and cosmopolitan city was there to welcome me. I wanted a find a composition where the slow-paced Southwest and busy cosmopolitan livings converged.

Maybe this represents that co-existence.

 

September 5, 2025

©Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2025

 

The 2025 Annual 4th of July Parade Through the Viewfinder of a 1968 Nikon F and the Eyes of Two Vintage Nikkor Lenses

 

Past Saturday was the annual 4^th of July parade in Prescott, when thousands of residents crowded a few blocks of the historic downtown under the warm and sunny high desert sky. I like being there to capture a few frames of the moment, and often use a vintage camera that has been sitting in await on my shelve.

This time, it was the turn of a 1968 Nikon F with its original Nikkor-H Auto f2 50mm lens.

This Nikon has a history. I bought it decades ago in Maryland from a war photographer who was selling some of his gear. At first look, it was just an early model with an inoperable meter. However, the seller told me that it was his back up camera and that the other Nikon F he had, a 1969 model, had never failed him on assignment.

And to make the point, he also gave me a film canister holder that made it impossible for me to not want the camera.

Here is the camera, its original lens, and the film canister (an aluminum one with a twist cap). The disintegrating leather holder reads “Vietnam – Saigon”!

 

 

I bought the camera for its history and used it once using my Nikkor-S Auto f1.4 which is a better lens than the older Nikkor-H it which came with the camera. After all, the “H” configuration was designed in 1935 for the Canon Hansa rangefinder camera. The design, 6 elements in 4 groups Gauss, remained unchanged when Nikon introduced it as Nikkor-H Auto in 1964 as the first 50mm lens for Nikon F. Thus, this almost century old lens is not regarded as a true competitor to the Nikkor-S f1.4 or any Nikon 50mm lens built after 1970.

And I thought it was time for me to test the lens after decades of using the Nikkor-S around the world.

To make the experience more tempting, I took with me an old Nikkor 105mm, f2.5 Non-AI that had been later AI-d upgraded. This lens also has its own “war story” as someone had dropped it and seriously bent the lip, making it impossible to use a filter or a shade. Here is the lens:

 

A.    Photos with the 50mm Nikkor-H Auto f2

The photo atop the page is both about the parade and a typical street photography of people. I do love the rendition of this old lens – compared to later Nikkor lenses, it does indeed have that vintage charm, as well as the sharpness to enhance details that make or break some photos.

Who was this young lady? Or, does it really matter when she stands out in her posture and head crown from the brouhaha of the people around her?

 

Ok, I know, I have to show at least one photo from the parade. So, here are the majestic Budweiser Clydesdales.

 

This was a natural set up for a test. There were three horses on two different focal distances, the sun was unevenly shining on each of the horses, I did not have a working light meter so I used the Sunny 16 heuristic guess rule (f11 and 1/250^th second speed), and I was not using a lens shade. It was time to see how a 1930s Gauss design lens would perform at the center of the frame and in the corners.

 The test was successful – there is light fall out at the corners, the center is sharp, and the uncoated lens without a shade did not do well with the desert sun at its zenith. But, the lens seems to take us back in time, and the corner fall out can be used for creative photos, like the one atop this essay.

 

This third photo shows a synthesis of the previous two shots. The sun was straight on the face of the rider on the left, while the second rider had her cowgirl hat shading her face. The lens is both sharp and dreamy. I do like the feel of this shot.

 

 

B.     Photos with the Nikkor 105mm f2.5

My 1960s lens is well respected for dreamy portraiture shots, but I wanted to see how it would do as a short telephoto. I do have another 105mm Nikkor made in 1971 and equipped with a retractable shade that was the first modification of this lens from Gauss to Sonnar design. It is much sharper and brighter, but sometimes not as dreamy as the old one made for the Nikon F.

This photo was printed using an old darkroom technique I learned from a photographer in Central Europe. He used to move his hands under the enlarger light while printing, producing the blurry wind movement in parts of the print he wanted to minimize in prominence. Pure and lost art! And, sometimes he used to light up a rolled cigarette and blow the smoke under the light… It made staying in the darkroom with him quite a health challenge, although some of his photos taken with a Ukrainian medium format Kiev camera were more creative (and each unique!) than any digitally manipulated prints I have seem.

So, I saw a woman cross the street in a hurry as the farm machines were in the parade. I did not have much time to focus but the old darkroom technique came in handy to selectively blur and add movement to the ill-focused shot.

 

 

The next photo shows that the 105mm Nikkor is better for portraiture than it is as a short telephoto. I shot this one at f16 and 1/125^th second speed, but the tonal range is not pleasant. Still, it is a good moment of Arizona’s frontier days’ reenactment. 

 

This final photo is a testimony for how a portraiture lens can perform fully open at f2.5. It is a crowded frame but I wanted to isolate brightness of the boots while dodging the print to respect the privacy of those in the shot.

 

Final thoughts

As in many of my street photography outings, I enjoyed “playing” with a vintage camera and lenses. After decades of pursuing my passion of the challenges vintage instruments present at every turn, I do admit that the photos remain secondary to the joy of using old photographic instruments. Perhaps it is the oneness and partnership required from the photographer to use these instruments, repair them when they broke down, and use them again. Or perhaps, it is the feeling of being in a time capsule, looking at the present world through an optic of wander, wonder and nostalgia.

No matter what it is, it sure is different from using tools where AI, hiding in a plastic housing and staying alive through the feed from a wonder battery’s electric flow, is more than an equal partner.

 

July 7, 2025

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2025

A 1959 Soviet Jupiter-11 135mm Lens on a 1954 Canon L3 – the Joy of Experimenting With the 1929 Zeiss Contax Sonnar Lens Design

 

 

 

This weekend, following the Memorial Day celebrations, downtown Prescott had an arts show and reenactment of Arizona’s territorial period (1863-1912) ending with Arizona being formally established as a Territory. Prior to 1863 it was part of Spanish and Mexican territories, and became part of the United States in 1912 after the Mexican-American War.

Such events are attractive to photographers like me who use vintage cameras, lenses and film. If captured well, the photos have the feel of the past days.

I wanted to use my 1950s Canon rangefinder, but needed a longer lens than the standard 50mm to capture the actors from about 30 meters away. I had three choices regarding lenses:

a)      A 1951 Canon Serenar 85mm f1.9 lens that weighs 640 or so grams and has a long throw of the focusing ring;

b)      A late 1955 Canon 135 f4 lens that is even heavier; or

c)      A 1959 Soviet Jupiter-11 f4 weighing 260 grams.

Hmm, while the Canon lenses are beautiful, the aperture rings have clicks, and I have used both before (hence know what to expect), carrying a lens that weighs more than the Canon L3 camera is not a pleasant experience.

So, it was time to test the Soviet lens on a Japanese camera.

First, a few words about the lenses.

Canon was a leader in rangefinder camera lens designs in the 1950s. Many of them were very fast for the period such as the 85mm f1.5 which was more expensive than a VW Beetle!  However, the lenses being all steel, chrome and glass were not practical for street photography /photojournalism, and ended up being specialty lenses.

I love my Serenar for portraiture, but given how much time it takes to focus and use the auxiliary viewfinder to frame each shot, I have used it only for posed portraiture. It renders delightfully soft shot at f1.9 which make portraits flattery, and the 20 leaf aperture changes all backgrounds into a dreamy moment.

The Canon 135mm is nothing special as a performer but it has a historical (for collectors) value: a diamond etched onto the steel s has the letters “E.P”  or “Exempt Purchase” denoting that the lens was purchased on an American military base in Japan. So, my lens is not only historic being the first Canon 135mm of the 1950s but also that it was bought on a military exchange center in post WWII Japan.

Here are the lenses, both historically appreciated and still performing with great character:

 

The Jupiter-11 is a copy of the Zeiss Sonnar design.  Specifically the Jupiter-11 135mm f/4 lens is a copy of the Carl Zeiss Sonnar 135mm f/4. It was designed by the Soviet KOMZ (Kazan Optical Mechanical Factory) in the early 1950s when the Soviet Union acquired the Contax factory in Dresden at the end of WWII. It is said that the Jupiter-11 (and other Soviet lenses) made in the 1950s used material, especially glass, from the Zeiss Contax factory. It was in 1961 that the materials were exhausted and all cameras and lenses were produced via Soviet engineering.

The historical importance of the Sonnar is that Zeiss patented a 50mm f2 lens in 1929 and built the first Sonnar design lens (six elements in 3 groups) in 1932 for the Zeiss Contax rangefinder camera. It was a 50mm f2 lens that started a myth among photographers as they produced photos with had exceptional contrast and a “glowy” at wide apertures. Even today, these vintage lenses are used by professional photographers (on digital cameras) to produce that “Sonnar swirl” of out-of-focus areas, especially as background for portraiture.

Here is my 1959 Jupiter-11:

Interestingly, this lens was made for the Zorkii cameras (a copy of Leica rangefinder) and I do have the 1954 Zorkii camera that it came with – both camera and lens still work fine together! Note the home-made yellow glass contrast enhancer I designed using glass from a yellow filter and the chrome tube from an ink pen….

Finally, regarding the Canon camera it can be seen from the photo above that Canon had innovated an easy adjustment to the viewfinder by having a quick change method between 50mm and 35mm lenses. No more the need for auxiliary viewfinders! And for critical focusing, there is a third option called “RF” (rangefinder) which is close to a 135mm lens frame. So I used that approximate and heuristic option to use the Jupiter-11 without the hassle (and slowness) of an auxiliary viewfinder. I do have a vintage Canon auxiliary viewfinder for the 85mm Serenar but it was too imprecise for framing shots using a 135mm tele.

Ok, I rolled about 10 frames of ASA 100 film on a cassette to test how the Jupiter-11 would perform on a Canon rangefinder.

 

The photo at the outset of the posting is of the enactors taken at 30 meters distance shutter set at 1/125^th second and aperture at f11. My goal was to see the tonal range of the lens going from sunny to shady in the same frame.

I have to say that although focusing a lens longer than 85mm is not easy on a rangefinder camera, the sharpness and especially the smooth tonal range is delightful on a 70 year old lens build using a 100 year old design!

The second photo is a testimony to using a lens with no click stops on the aperture ring. I wanted to frame the shot to include the Harley Davidson motorcycles shop in the background with a biker wearing the T-shirt showing the same name, sitting next to two bikes. He was in the shade of the tree but the sun was at its noon zenith on the background. I set the speed to 1/160^th second and the aperture to f5.6. But it seems that my finger touched the loose aperture ring and I took the shot at a larger aperture.

However, there is something dreamy about this photo. The only thing that would have been better is more blurring of the background. Yet, it does have that glowy feel of a Sonnar.

Finally, an example of how difficult it can be to correctly focus and frame a rangefinder camera with a long lens. I wanted to test the Jupitar-11 almost wide open in full sunlight. So the shutter was set at 1/500^th second (the fastest speed the camera has) and the aperture at f5.6. However I missed the focus by a hair and the composition is totally blurred. But perhaps it does have an unintended artistic flair…

 

I have experimented with cross-manufacturer fittings of lenses on cameras they were not designed for, either because of the focusing specifications or the size of the lens. Often even if a lens fits the old 39mm LTM or the 42mm SLR mounts, the focusing in inaccurate or the back of the lens hits the folding mirror and damages the camera.

The Soviet Jupiter-11 fit perfectly on the Canon L3 and the accuracy of the focusing was more than acceptable; although the all aluminum Soviet lens is not even close in construction (and use) to its Canon counterparts of the 1950s era.

Still, the joy of seeing the Sonnar design lens results were worth the experiment.

 

June 10, 2025

© Vahé A. Kazandjian, 2025